Going Japan for my SEP!!!

Alright man.. after much encouragments from my cousins(for convincing my parents.. haha..), my best friends (for telling me its once in a lifetime and i should not let money to stop me from going..) and my uncles and aunts(they know so they wanted to sponsor me.. hmmm..) YUP! and so I'll be going to Japan's Tohoku Uni in year 2008.. so mean while, mut brush up my japanese.. last test just manage to pass.. haha because Matsumoto sensei was nice to pass me I think.... So next level is intermediate 1 and I must work hard.. real hard.. Gambatte!!!!..

Somehow.. after knowing my application is successful, I feel empty, not really excited.. Was it because of exams coming or some other reasons? I do not know.. talking to friends does not help me find the answer also.. Well maybe I'll get excited when the time comes.. Hopefully..

Well recently has been watching Jap drama.. WAH.. exams coming i still watch.. die die die.. yah i know.. but I'm bored ma... no pool, no movies, no KBOXING, I'm totally bored... all friends are busy with exams, no one wants to chill a bit.. Sometimes I wonder... Am I really that cool?.. even before something big is happening, I can still remain calm or bo chap .. My OC used to say this to me: "Ho ShuMing!.. wah u very calm leh.. on alert, everyone is panicking and u still can remained cool.. it might be a good thing.. to remain calm at head when things happens.. well done clap clap..." well that's me haha.. However, my OC didn't know that when nothing is happening, I always think alot haha.. My friends know that well, very well haha...

Anyway I was watching this Jap Drama,"Taiyou no Uta" , meaning A song to the sun.. its a story about a gal with a kind of genetic disorder called XP(Xeroderma pigmentosum). Anyone with it, cannot be expose to sunlight.. or else they will get skin infections whereby they might die because they have no protection against UV rays.. there are other symptoms but that varies with each person. They are not like vampires ... they have a rather nice name called "Moon Child"... and so the story follows on with the gal chasing after her dreams to becoming a singer and composer and in the mids of it, find her true love and her purpose of fulfilling her uncertain lifespan. Once again.. its a touching story acted by Sawajiri Erika whom acted as the gal in 1 Litre of Tears.. another sad story about a gal with an uncurable illness. Somehow don't know why started to compare with one of my friend, which one of us cried more haha.. strange but funny... Who wants the Drama can ask from me.. haha...

The following is the MTV of one of the songs that the lead actress Sawajiri Erika composed in the story.. The song initially was played with acoustic guitar.. nice.. then when the band "Moon Child" was formed, it became different. But my guitar give up hope on me for me to practise.. one string broke..sad.. Well the song is about how the lead actress feels about how her life entangles with the sun.. since she can't be exposed to it.. so Enjoy the MTV..