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Friday, August 31, 2007

S/U option???

Hmm so the new batch of intake will have their S/U option changed. So students prior to 2007/08 intake are not included. So now people are making a fuss out of it. Human nature...Its there since we are small.. its like telling ur mommy how come that kid have more sweets then u. haha.. ok.. this is getting abit out of point. So wat was the board of NUS thinking when they implement the new guidelines? were they even thinking? So now NUSSU is trying to talk to the board about changing the guidelines for those prior to 2007/08 intake to have the same priviledges. If the board refused, how then? More complains? quit sch? start riot? No right.. Life goes on.. So my point is why voice out only until something happens? why aren't students giving feedback way before this s/u thing was implemented initially? why didn't u tell ur mommy u want more sweets in the first place before seeing other kids having more sweets then u? I think that nowadays people are comfortably sitting back, guided by what ever is implemented to them. Only when unfairness occur then people speak up. Kinda sad that no one had the foresight and judgement.. People when given something, they do not dare to ask for more and look far because they are shy... they think its bad enough to ask when someone is so nice to give u something already.. Sadly, I'm one of those people too. Lets just hope people learn and improve. That's what mistakes are for, and not for using it to blame other people.

What's the thing about being online on msn and either dun reply or asking people to not msg u? Just go offline lah WTH.. MSN is not supposed to be a communication software to tell people "Hey I'm alive and kicking and still logging into MSN.." Sadly there is a hypocrite and the oly one in my msn that always tells people how much he "loves" his gf.. WTF.. tell her ur self can lah why tell the whole f***ing world? It just shows how fake u are and it makes me puke(wanted to say this for the past one year).. too bad for u because to me u will and always will be the 2 faced hypocrite bastard that dun deserve anything.. good luck with ur acting skills. u might want to change ur focus for ur choice of occupation into an actor. Might win an Oscar award though..

Thursday, August 30, 2007

Sleepless under the Moon light

Ever since the start of my moodiness streak, I can’t seem to have a good night sleep. No, its not because I’m having nightmare every night. But rather the thoughts that I had been trying to straighten out, appeared as dreams… And there are sayings that dreams are the opposite of reality sometimes, then I rather not have these dreams… why can’t I stop thinking about ******** ? and why are my dreams at sakae sushi and disneyland?.. Will there be a end?.. Will I finally have a good night sleep?.. I can only hope so..

Wednesday, August 29, 2007

True friends make u feel alive...

Thanks joyce, Quinn and ZC and etc for the concern for my moodiness these few days. All is getting better and I'll get back on my feet very soon.. Its wonderful to have these people around, it shows how alive I am. Thank you very the much ah...

Monday, August 27, 2007

Feeling sucky...

It sucks when someone just bring u down when u are in tip top mindset to do anything. Why are there such people? especially these people are in my family? WTH.. and somemore my elder.. Just wat is his f***ing problem man... spoiling my day, making me think of BGR problem all over again when I was like thinking wat to do with my EE2001 modules.. Can't he just leave me alone and go bother his 2 sons who was like wasting their lifes away... Obviously I'm pissed and disgruntled with such inconsiderate idiots..
Moody Monday that I'm having right now.. wanted to go and visit my optician, wanted to make a new specs and see if my perm contacts issit still usable. However my sleepiness just chained me to my bed and I find it hard to lift myself in the afternoon.. the heavey rainpour made it worse... Such a cooling weather.. who can resisted a nice afternoon nap..
Somehow, words started coming into my mind and phrase started lineing up.. this is wat is formed. "我只是路人甲。。。我只是在你的人生道路中路过而已。。。" to my malay friends, it means I'm just a passerby "A" I'm just happened to pass by ur journey of life.. Something like that.. Why did I have such thoughts? Its a series of events the trigger it somehow.. and it makes me wonder, how am I to others and how are others to me? relationships are formed and broken quite easily. All they need are a few second and wah lah! a chemical reaction had created something new... the bonds between the atoms depends also on the chemicals used.. just like the bonds in all sorts of relationships...
How I hope something nice were to happened now and make my day better.. at least improve my moodiness can?...

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